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Boo! [Nov. 14th, 2006|08:05 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood | drained]
[music |"Hallowed Be Thy Name" - Cradle of Filth]

I'm alive, really I am! Wow I did NOT think this thing would still be up & I can't believe it's been over 8 months since my last update. Sorry for disappearing like that guys (I say this assuming you still remember who I am lol). I've been SUPER busy ever since I started my new job in March & then school in April (anyone's who's a fulltime student with a part time job should know what I mean), but I am going to make a concious effort to update this thing more than once a year.

Having said that I'm gonna sign off for now cuz my brain's fried after spending all day at school. Take care guys, I love you all!
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2006|01:11 pm]
[mood | sick]
[music |"No More Good Guys" - Skindive]

Been on a major alcohol-E-mushroom-hash-weed binge this past week. I have never put so much poison in my body all at once before. I feel sick. Last night was the first time in a week where I got some substantial sleep. I'm such a fucking idiot. I don't know what posessed me. I know better than that. But you know what? I don't completely regret it! Is that bad? I mean, sure it was horrible when I was comming down form the drugs & I feel like shit now, but it was an experience. I know never to do that again now. And Nick was right there with me.

In other news I start my new job on Monday working for a cell phone company. I'll be sweet! Probably have to go down to part time in April cuz that's when I go back to school. Life is good :)
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Blah [Feb. 3rd, 2006|06:38 pm]
[mood | crappy]

I got fired today, about 10 minutes ago. I wasn't expecting it but at the same time I sorta saw it coming too. Does that make any sence? I feel crappy right now. I tired my best. It was toally not my field. I thought I was doing ok but I guess not. I'm not too upset though. Honestly I'm not sure how I feel right now. I know I feel down, but I'm feeling something else which I can't quite put my finger on. I have faith though. I know this happened for a reason. Kinda sux though cuz money's kinda been tight lately but hey, it's not the end of the world. Money's not everything right? Actually, I don't really feel all that shitty at all
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Face your Androgynygony! [Jan. 17th, 2006|11:24 pm]
[mood | Indescribable, in a good way!]
[music |"Down" - Criss Angel]

I finally came up with a new year's resolution, a few weeks late I know, but better late then never.

Don't be bitchy, be happy! )
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Superhero! [Jan. 11th, 2006|11:19 am]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |"Last Day on Earth" - Marilyn Manson]

Got this of Nessy-poo's lj

Read more... )
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Happy New Year to all! [Jan. 2nd, 2006|11:36 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |"Protege Moi" - Placebo]

It came, it did it's thing, it fucked off. That's 2005 for ya! :p

Year's been good. Had it's ups & downs, but it was generally a good year.

Read more... )
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'Tis the season, blah blah blah.... [Dec. 26th, 2005|06:43 pm]
[mood | sick]
[music |"Caterpillar" - DJ Keoki/ Crystal Method]

Heya folks, Merry belated Christmas to anybody reading this. Sorry I've been gone for a while yet again. My folks were in town this past month and just left yesterday, which meant I was spending most of my time with them & therefore didn't have much time to update & upload (or watch porn!) as regularly as I'd liked to have :(

I now have a cold. I'm stuffed up & sleepy from cold meds. See you in a few days when I hopefully have something more interesting to write about.
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Meaningless babbling [Dec. 16th, 2005|12:32 pm]
[mood | Stonned]

You know what's wierd? I smoked half a bowl last night & I still feel a bit stonned! That's some goooooooood weed, it is! I should probably eat something though, need to be at work in less than 2 hours...



PS> I've been meaning to post Twilight of the Gods here for ages, but the last time I tried to upload something through megaupload or yousendit it completely damaged the file! Know any place else I can upload?

PPS> I watched this porno called Boyband recently & almost died laughing! Yep, it's that bad... I almost feel sorry for the actors in the film, but I gotta tell you, that BelAmi spoils you rotten!
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Rage [Dec. 5th, 2005|10:55 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |"Pretty Life" - Jakalope]

You know your obsession with Queer as Folk has mutated from "biggest fan" status to "sad and insane" when...

You hunt down the very first issue of Rage (yes people, it really exists!) & save it in your Best Reads folder.
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Tra la la la la! This and that. [Nov. 17th, 2005|04:40 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |"Uncle Fucka" - Terrance & Phillip]

I like older men. I like older men a LOT. I disovered this about 2 and a half weeks ago when I noticed my pants getting uncomfortably tight while watching an episode of Criss Angel's Mindfreak, then again during a Keith Urban video, and then a couple of more times during movies/videos/interviews involving the likes of Mark Dacascos, Will Smith, David Usher, to name but a few. Nick had better hurry up and turn 40!

In other news, we might be doing another show for military guy. What y'all think? Shall we?
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She made me do it! [Nov. 4th, 2005|12:26 pm]
[mood | hungry]
[music |"Nothing Else Matters" - Biff Naked]

Got this off Nessa's lj:

"If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a spatula, either way.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you."

Ok then, start with the comments.... NOW!
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Absence [Oct. 31st, 2005|10:31 am]
[mood | Numb]
[music |"Numb" - Linkin Park]

Hey guys, how y'all been doing? Sorry for not being around as much as I'd like to be. Things aren't going too good at our end over here. Nicky's been pretty stresed out lately because of his work. He was in tears last night, pretty sure he'd be fired today or by the end of the week by the latest. This morning he got a phone call about an hour before he normally leaves. Don't know what it was about but it couldn't have been good. I'll be doing the supportive-be-by-his-side partner thing for the next while till he's better. And if he does loose his job chances are we'll be moving, so I probably won't be around much during that either.

On a brighter note, we went out halloween Saturday & had a BLAST! :)
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Tony Montana, the castrating kitty! [Oct. 19th, 2005|04:50 pm]
With a subject like that you gotta wonder what the fuck's going on right? Well, it all started about a week ago when my former boss asked if we could babysit his 7 week old kitten, Tony Montana, for a few days while he & his girlfriend visited her family in Calgary. We said sure & took the little guy in. He's sooooooooooooooooo adorable! Anyway, the next day we invite a bunch of people over for a little get-together & one of Nicky's pals had a little too much to drink & therefore had to spend the night in our spare bedroom. Half way through the night we hear him SCREAM! Turns out that little Tony Montana found his way into the spare bedroom &, dum dum duuuuuuuuuuuuuum, bit this dude's cock while he slept! Lolololololololololololololol! Needless to say, we now have a grown man in his mid 20's who's shit-scared of 7 week old kittens, & a former boss who's decided it's best to sleep with a cup on!

Just thought I'd share that with y'all :D
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To cut or not to cut [Oct. 11th, 2005|11:17 pm]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |"You Spin me Right Around" - Marilyn Manson]

*Clears cob-webs from lj* Been a while hasn't it? Sorry 'bout that! :p

Anyhoo, I was having a chat with nessa_t
a few days ago, & we got to talking about male circumcision (it actually started off as a conversation about gay porn, but meh). She sugested someone make a poll on it, and so I did. I'd reeeeeeeeeeeeeally appreciate anyone reading this to take the it, & if possible, pimp it too! *makes big puppy-dog eyes* Here it is: Male Circumcision: Yay or Nay?
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Stuff you might like! :) [Sep. 25th, 2005|04:04 pm]
[mood | relaxed]
[music |"Come Undone" - Duran Duran]

Dum dum duuuuuuuuuuuuum!!!

Here it is folks, the end, the finale, the very last of the lastest QAF episode EVER! *Mourns* Apparently some people found it unsatisfactory, so much so that they even started an online petition! I on the other hand thought it was the PERFECT ending. It sorta caught me off guard, made me wanna cry, but all in all it wrapped up the whole story line soooooo beautifully. So here it is, without further ado, QAF 513


Also, while I was uploading stuff I decided to upload some more of my fave music for you guys. Here's some songs that I initally wasn't too crazy about, but thanks to Nicky & his catchy 80's crap, I too am now hooked to this stuff!

Cutting Crew - I just died in your Arms"
David Usher - Fast Car
Falco - Rock me Amadeus
Martika - Toy Soldiers
New Order - True Faith


And here's some of my own faves...

Billy Talent - The River Below
Crystal Method - Caterpillar
David usher - Trickster
Delerium - After All
Delerium feat Sarah Mclachlan - Silence
Fear Factory - Invisible Wounds
Fear Factory - Didimortal
Garbage - You Look So Fine
I Feel You I've actually zipped 2 different versions of this song together. First one's the original by Depeche Mode, second's a cover by Placebo. (I think the first one's better though, just cuz Brian Molko's voice is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too high & nazal for this song!)
Megadeath - Moto Psycho
Placebo - Daddy Cool
Placebo - Pure Morning
Rammstein & Depeche Mode - Stripped


And some videos too! :D

Slipknot - Wait & Bleed
Marilyn Manson - (S)Aint
Duran Duran - Come Undone - Great song AND video for when you're stonned! ;)
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Music Stuff [Sep. 22nd, 2005|01:50 am]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Summer Overture (Requiem for a Dream)]

Anybody ever hear the song "My Sweet Prince" by Placebo? I'm asking 'cuz I downloaded it a few days ago & we haven't been able to decide out what it's about. I personally think it's a junkie singing about the love-hate relationship he has with drugs. Nicky thinks it's a boy-on-boy love song, my pal Kris thinks it's a guy comparing his adiction to his lover's affections to a drug addiction, Brent thinks it's a father-son song (I happent to think he's an idiot. Nice guy, but dumb as hell) Jay thinks it's about unrequited love, & Mike thinks it's about "a junkie fag trying to choose between his boyfriend & heroine".

As you can see, we haven't been able to decide. Here's the song file for anyone who hasn't heard it: "My Sweet Prince" - Placebo Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease listen to it & tell me what you guys think! It's fucking killing me! Song's kinda slow & laid back just so you all know, one of my current faves :)

Since I was already uploading music, I decided to put up 2 of my favorite film scores while I was at it. First one's from Queen of the Damned, Lestat's violen solo - Gypsy Violin And the Summer Overture from Requiem for a Dream. There's actually 2 versions I've zipped together for anyone interested. There's the regular (short) score version, & the orchestral version (longer). Enjoy! Summer Overture

*Yawns* Now it's beddy-bye time
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Alexander [Sep. 20th, 2005|08:24 pm]
[mood | blah]
[music |"My Sweet Prince" - Placebo]

Just finished watching Alexander on Pay-per-view and I just wanted to say that it's NOT as bad as everybody says it is. Honest! I rather enjoyed it actually. Mind you, that could just be 'cuz I'm not the biggest history buff in the world & any major boo-boos would have gone un-noticed, or just the fact that everybody kept going on & on about what a load of shit it was so my expectations weren't terribly high. Or maybe it was because Jared Leto looked SO FUCKING HOT that I wanted to hump my TV. Whatever the case I'm glad I watched it.

Having said that, there were a few things about the flick that kinda sucked ass. Spoilers for anyone who hasn't seen the film yet )
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The Birds & the Bees [Sep. 16th, 2005|10:03 pm]
[mood | ecstatic without the E!]
[music |"After All" - Delerium ft Jael]

Ever have an orgasm that seems to last for hours even after it's over? There's a word for that I think, Tantra or something.

See, Nicky'd been chatting with one of his co-workers about sex today, & she mentioned something about a technique she often used with her ex-bf that made him "very happy". Nick decided to try it on me when he got home, & I'd like to recommend it to anybody reading this...

Started off like normal sex, only instead of beginning slowly & then increasing our pace, we tried to maintain the rhythm we started off with. It actually lets you change positions soooooo many times & do a TON of different things to each other, it's fantastic! Keep in mind though it's not easy to keep it slow after a while (every time I tried to go faster & get myself off, Nicky took total control & made sure I didn't!) We were at it for about 2 hours before we came. The actual orgasm felt like it lasted at least 15 minutes.

That was almost 2 hours ago and my body still feels like I'm cumming! It is just the most amazing feeling in the world! Feels like I'm on E and then some. even though I'm not (honest, I'm not!)
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One more to go! [Sep. 13th, 2005|09:32 pm]
[mood | Inspired!]
[music |"Toy Soldiers" - Martika]

Oooooh can ya feel it? Can you feel the build up to the very last QAF episode? Alas the end is approaching... and here's the very last stepping stone on one's way to the bittersweet climax (sorry, been writing LOTR slash again :p) Soooooo, here it is, QAF 512
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Happy Anniversary to us! [Sep. 7th, 2005|06:43 pm]
[mood | excited]

Yeay! Anniversary time!!! Got plans, can't chat for long, here's QAF 511
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